I'm feeling really discouraged at the moment. It seems as if everything keeps going wrong regardless of how I am approaching life. I haven't heard anything from any of my colleges recently and its gotten really frustrating. The state 4-H office is constantly giving me problems because they keep rejecting any attempts I have to help the program, most recently being a t-shirt design for the centennial. I'm overwhelmed with work for my All-Star project. I think worst of all is that I feel like I've felt so distanced from everyone recently, it feels as if I'm behind a wall and can only see whats going on but can't directly participate. It doesn't make it any better that everyone else is upset all the time.
I'm pretty much exhausted of everything right now and feel very much dejected. I hate to sound ranty but I need to get some of it off of my chest for now... though I can't really go into details.
And partly because it fits the mood of the post, this has been my favorite song recently. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1q3LEadIk3w
