:/

I can't explain the disappointment I am feeling right now. The cast party for Cinderella that was supposed to be tonight got cancelled because the family that was hosting it got sick. So... now I have no freaking clue what I am going to do. Not because I want something to do tonight but because that cast party was my one good opportunity... that I no longer have.
So I guess all I feel is anger at myself for not listening to my mom... for not getting up that bit of courage and to say what I need to say.. to make things right again...
ugghhh... what the heck am I going to do... :(