Okay, well maybe I sort of bailed out on my task at hand. And pretty much every single one of my friends who knows about it is going crazy with the fact that I need to talk to him. But at least now I know what to say, and thanks to Hagop I have been schooled in the ways of being appealing to the male species. Or ... something like that?
So hopefully, by tomorrow I will stop complaining about this whole thing and something will actually happen. For better or for worse, something is going to occur. And even if it is worse, it can't be all that more miserable than it is at the moment so I think I'm going to be ok.
On another note. My friends are starting to get into relationships, and to see them happy like that is pretty much one of the greatest things ever. I think its having an effect on me too... because even though nothing has changed for me. at all... I'm a lot happier. I'm about 180% sure its because of all the adorable stories that they all have... and I love hearing about them. It's so freaking cute.
Though one friend today was talking about how I should go to one of her sports practices because of all of the hot guys that are there.. and that their average height is about 5'11 ( still an inch shorter than me) so it would make me happy. It was at that moment that I realized that honestly... I could care less about how ripped or tall they are... because I doubt any of them could give me the amount of butterflies that I get even when I just think about ****. I don't care if one of them is an Abercrombie model and he is all over me. It won't happen. It certainly didn't when I was in San Diego this summer.
And I know that I'm probably being ridiculous because its not like I have any clue that he even likes me.... but no one else is interesting to me anymore. That's probably going to end up being a bad thing... ehh, I don't care anyway. So long as I can still think about something he said and then sit there smiling like an idiot, I honestly don't think anything is going to change.
So if you excuse me for a moment... I'm gonna go back to listening to music and dancing around my house because no one is watching ;)
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