OK... well I can't say that I have been the most consistent blogger, and I can't promise that I will start to be one. But Amanda keeps bothering me about the fact that I never post on here and so I finally decided to post again.
Considering it has been almost a year since I have written in this thing... a lot has happened. Big things like a trip to Florida, writing a 4000 word research paper on the impact of vikings on the English language, a lot of school/stress, prom, summer, raising a lamb, going on a cross country college trip and starting senior year.... which hasn't been nearly as fantastic as it has been made out to be.
Honestly... these past few weeks have been horribly miserable. There was something that I had done this summer that seemed like it was a good thing at the time... but now... well, I lost a really good friend as far as I can tell. So yeah, I have been depressed. REALLY depressed. This guy meant a lot to me... and yeah, I have had a huge crush on him for a really long time, but I never cared about anything so long as I never lost his friendship. That hasn't exactly been working out...
So yeah, my mom has been calling me the zombie and is starting to get really concerned. I guess I'm alright, I just don't laugh as much anymore... and I frequently feel lonely, even when my friends are around. If it wasn't for all of them I don't know what I would do. They are honestly the most wonderful thing I have in my life. Everyone deserves to be surrounded with people as caring and wonderful as they are. I feel so lucky that they are able to put up with me all the time, not many people can. I love you guys. So much.
Speaking of friends. Last night was a party to celebrate my friend Hagop's birthday. Now you must understand that none of my friends approve of what typical teenage parties are like. We find the idea of those sorts of things incredibly boring. Instead we have murder mystery dinners, camp outs, play games, and eat amazing food. Not only is it more fun but you can remember everything the next day and there is no risk of getting in trouble. Anyway... last night, oh my gosh it was probably the best party I have ever been to in my entire life. We got to Hagop's house and we all brought Nerf dart guns so that we can play Humans vs. Zombies around his whole neighborhood. It turned into a long team challenge thing where we were running away from each other and "stunning" one another with all of the darts. We then ate a bunch of pizza and played lap tag. The most intense game of lap tag to ever have existed. If you have never heard of lap tag you are sooo missing out. It is incredible. It's is my favorite game. Hands. Down. You get really tired and bruised but it is so worth every second of it. So once we got tired enough to stop we went back to Hagop's house... ate the most beautiful cake I have ever seen, and then planned out how we were goint to "murder" the Spongebob pinata. Most amazing time I have had in a long time? I think yes.
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