It's amazing how fast you're emotions can change from day to day. As is obvious from yesterday, I wasn't feeling so great. Today however, was a different story. It wasn't even like something eventful happened either, but sometimes all you need are those small things to get going and you're set.
I knew it was going to be a good day when I was able to get a whole bunch of work done in ceramics today, I more than tripled the height of my coil pot and it is looking really good. I got super excited about it. So I was already in a good mood by the time I got to psychology. I figured we weren't going to be doing much so I just sort of sat there, what I didn't expect was to sit there laughing through pretty much the whole class about the ridiculous names that were in the questions we were supposed to answer, specifically about this one involving a girl named Polly. Don't ask why this was so hilarious... I have no clue, but we were all cracking up none the less.
Lunch. Lunch is always the test of how my day is going to end up lately. I had homework for my last class to do so I wasn't being super social, but I was able to talk to some people about why I didn't want to go and talk to a certain someone during lunch in front of all of his friends, and most everyone finally started to understand. Lorenzo was being super funny about it, and I couldn't help but giggle especially since he reminds me so much of my cousin it's ridiculous. Honestly they could be twins... even though one of them is from Sweden and the other is from Italy. But at least I had the excuse that I had to finish my homework before lunch ended. I was a teeny bit distracted though... because a certain someone was right in my line of vision, and it seemed that every time I looked up from either my work or some joke that I was laughing at... he would be sitting there smiling or laughing as well... and looking back at me. Im sure I looked like a tomato by the end of lunch but I didn't care.... my stomach was so full of butterflies I honestly thought I would either collapse or float away. But that wasn't the end of it, as I was walking into class he was walking a short ways behind me.. and then I heard it, his laugh. Boom. That did it. I pretty much fell into the wall next to me, and was completely unable to focus for the rest of the day. My friends had to keep punching my arm or do something to maintain my focus for long enough to make it seem like I was paying attention in class. But even my teacher noticed something was up. He walked over and asked me if I had gotten sunburned, or if I had been running around at lunch or something of the sorts. When I said no (I was relatively embarrassed because I didn't realize I was STILL blushing) he assumed it was because I have "good circulation" and walked away. Sure... lets just go with that conclusion.
So yeah, Ive been feeling the absolute polar opposite as I was feeling from yesterday... could change again tomorrow, who knows. But I do know that I am going to say something to him, and it is going to be sooner rather than later. I just hope everything will end up being ok.
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