Ok I know I just posted literaly 30 seconds ago, but I was looking through old posts and I realized how I was pretty much at the same spot I am now in some of those posts from last November. And I just wanted to clarify somethings in case anyone was wondering. I doubt it, since the only people I know of that actually read this are my friends that already know.
Last year was a mess for me, I had only just begun to admit to the fact that I liked the guy that I still like now, and have been constantly talking about on this blog. But in the midst of that, there was a guy that I still had residual feelings for that was a crush from a year before, that all began with Thanksgiving dinner (don't ask), hence that one post from around then with the song lyrics from the song "Goodbye". And finally there was a lot of drama where I was being objectified by someone in the cast of the musical I was in at the time. And since I was already so confused with everything else that was going on in my head, something inside me decided it would be easier to play into the fact that this person, grantid I didn't agree with anything that he did, obviously did like me... even if it was just because of what I look like and nothing else. So I never really did truly like him and things with that got confusing and it was all just a really bad time that I would really like to forget even happened.
That being said, those posts aren't even remotely close or connected in anyway to what I am talking about now. So yeah, just wanted to clear that up because I felt like it needed to be said, especially since it was really bothering me.
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