Reunion

Honestly, I feel like my day today completely exemplifies the "typical teenage brain" topic that we are talking about in psychology at the moment. I was in such a bad mood through all of school today, and then I had one of the best nights I have had in a long time (this doesn't include the camping trip with my group of friends, that was on a whole 'nother level).  I'm not even sure why I was in a bad mood this morning, I just was... it wasn't like anything bad happened by that point. But then I overheard something at the beginning of lunch that made me want to punch through a brick wall I was so upset. I was waiting for my friend to get something out of his locker after we had just gotten out of psychology, and I heard a conversation coming from a couple of guys that were walking behind us. One of them made the comment "I don't know man... it's just so awkward" (which is what sparked my interest to begin with because it was nice to know that other people were having awkward situations like me... as horrible as that sounds) and I thought to myself how there was no way their situation could be anywhere near as awkward as mine is. Then I heard a different voice say "Dude, its not that hard to remedy... all you gotta do it talk to her." with a response saying "I dunno, maybe."
So yeah, I was curious. So I turned around briefly to see who it was. I wish I hadn't. Turns out the guy who gave the piece of advice as to how "easy" it was to remedy the situation, is the hypocrite that can't even take his own advice but instead puts his bullshit on someone else to relay the information.
I was so pissed off, I have no possible way to explain it without a whole lot of expletives. (And I am trying my hardest to keep this blog as clean as possible so I apologize for the above, but no other word does that it justice.) Honestly that is the closest I have ever come to hitting someone in my life. I was so angry I didn't speak for a good 10 minutes. I couldn't even express how angry I was at the situation until over an hour later when I had composed myself enough to keep from being an explosion of screaming and swearing.
I know my reaction probably seems a little bit over the top, but I think I have the right to be at least a slight bit justified. I mean... oh my god, I can't even comprehend that. Just go ahead and stab me a third time why don't you.
So yeah... I wasn't exactly keen on going through with the rest of my day after that one. Though, when I was talking to my mom about it, she said she felt so bad for me because I have had all the breakups but no relationships to begin with. I laughed pretty hard about that. Whatever higher power is out there has apparently made my life into some sort of sick practical joke. Well, if it provides someone with entertainment, then I guess I will just keep playing along :)

Tonight on the other hand... was SO. MUCH. FUN. So, I have to explain this a little bit. My moms group of friends from high school gets together every once in a while at Harry's Hofbreau (It's a local restaurant) to have dinner and catch up. A few of her friends have kids as well, who are just a couple years older then me and I have been really good friends with them for a long time. But since they are all in college now, I wasn't expecting any of them to be there. I didn't even bother hoping for them to be there because I figured it would be futile. Well, when I got there... Alyssa, who is my closest friend of all of them happened to be able to come. I haven't seen her in 4 years. I was so excited to see her I screamed! Another one of the "next generation" was there, Maleah ( I think that's how you spell her name, I don't know her quite as well) and she was telling all of her crazy bar stories... she's almost 22 now. It was also great to see all of my moms friends too, I hardly ever get to see them.  I can't even explain...  it was just fantastic, and Alyssa is going to add me on skype so we can talk more frequently now because there is no possible way that I am going to wait another 4 years to see her again. That is just not right.
So yeah, at least I got to end my day on a good note. :)